Cassie Ventura broke down on the witness stand as she described her participation in freak offs.
Ventura said she had just turned 22 when Sean Combs first proposed these marathon, drug-addled sex performances with male prostitutes and eventually, they "became almost weekly." She said it would be impossible to remember participating in all of them.
The average length was two or three days. She was awake the whole time, fueled by ecstasy, molly and cocaine given to her by Combs.
Darla Miles reports on the atmosphere in the courtroom as Cassie testified in the trial of Sean Combs.
"Who decided when a freak off was over?" prosecutor Emily Johnson asked.
"Ultimately that would be Sean," Ventura responded.
"Did you want to participate in every freak off?" Johnson asked
"No," Ventura answered. "I felt like it was all I was good for. It was disgusting. I felt humiliated. I didn't have the words for how horrible I really felt."
If she refused to participate, Combs "would be violent with me."
"His look would just change over. He would become a different person and I didn't know what was going to happen," Ventura said.
When Johnson asked if there was any part of the freak off she enjoyed, Ventura began to sob. She grabbed a tissue and, through tears, said "I thought it was the only time I could get."
The first freak-off occurred at one of the homes Combs was renting in Los Angeles. The jury saw a photo of the male escort who participated. Ventura did not remember his name. She said she wore "really high platform shoes" and a masquerade mask.
"Every freak off was directed by Sean. He knew specifically where he wanted everyone to be, the lighting," Ventura said.
The case against Combs also involves those around him and Johnson asked Ventura about associates Toni Fletcher and Kristina Khorram and security guards named Fahim and Uncle Paulie.
Ventura, who added a long camel coat to her witness stand wardrobe, recalled seeing guns in several of Combs' properties, "just laid out."
She recalled an evening when one of his employees told Combs record executive Shug Knight was nearby. Combs and others donned black clothing and guns.
"I was crying, I was screaming. Like, please don't do anything stupid," Ventura testified.